tiger with no tusk

The tiger that has lost its tusk...
oops...
The elephant that has lost its tusk???
The tiger that has lost its sharp sharp teeth..... whatever it is, it is sharp.


That is how I felt recently..


The feeling is not about elephant or tiger, the feeling is about the teeth.
I felt powerless.


A tigress without its sharp teeth is a purring cat.
OR a scared cat....

A say to a hope 2

A say to a hope.
A sigh to a hope.
A mental slap to a hope (or myself).
It is just a hope anyway.

A life with hope is not same as a life with no hope.
Hope is something that is attainable.
What if that hope is unattainable?
With hope, we have something to live for. Without hope, life is just simple.
Perhaps no meaning?

With hope, there are many risks.
With hope, there are many emotions.
Wth hope, it is hard to sleep.
With hope, face is brighter with shining smile.

Without hope, there is no need to face dissapointment.
Without hope, life can be happy as always.
Without hope, no risks.
Without hope, life still goes on.

So?
What is the conclusion?

Is there any conclusion?

Hope or no hope?

Time will tell

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Due to some reason, I can't access most of blogs. If you think Streamyx is slow, it is much slower here the the gym. 

Are you lonely tonight? *wink*

"The last thing I want is to live and die alone", by T(H)(B)

I am sure that no one wants a lonely life.

Somehow many singles do not feel lonely

.....until someone around asked about it

.....until when everyone is busy with their family and left you alone

.....until you read an romantic article

.....until you are happy and no one to share it with

.....until you read this post

Only then you would wish that you are not lonely.

How many people dare to admit they are lonely?

Not many people dare to admit because no benefit out of the confession.

Bear in mind, lonely does not only happen when you are alone. Even when in the midst of a crowd of friends, you still can felt lonely.

When someone said he/she is lonely to opposite sex, it may possibly understood he/she wants a sex adventure. Hence when you see a person is laughing weirdly and having dreamy eyes, don't tell that person that you are lonely, unless you want sex from that person.

Lonely can be just a word used when the person needs companion and listener. lalalalala

THE END

Listener

Getting emo? Looking for listener? Are you a good listener?

Everyone need someone to talk to when we feel emo and down. A good listener is very crucial to handle an emo person.

Even in searching for listener, principle of opposite attracts is influencing the preference of listener. For example, son tells everything to mother, guys prefer to talk to ladies about their feeling and trouble. It is hard to see son talks about emotional stuff with the DAD.

Maybe some ladies don't agree with me, because they said lady friends are a better listener and better adviser. But guy friend will have more convincing force than lady friends. A lady can get advices from 3 ladies, but still feeling sad. However when A guy friend gave her advice, she will felt much better than getting advices from 3 ladies. 1 : 3, 1 man =  3 ladies.

Being a good listener is not an easy job, you have to be neutral and not too much advice because you only know about the problem from one perspective. Dealing with guy is different with lady. Usually ladies like the listener to hate person they hate, because ladies may complain for the sake of complaining. After complain, it makes us feel lighter and happier. Not sure what guy likes...

People usually said that I am a good listener. But who can be my good listener. It is like photographer only gets to take others photo, but no photo of the photographer. Once I have a guy friend who treats me as his listener, but when I treat him as my listener, he just accusing me for thinking too much and being too emo. I am very choosy in choosing my listener. Not easy to find a good listener among my friends, as they all too busy with their life. Sometimes people can give too much advise until it is annoying, because I already know most of the advices. Please just listen and give some response, and not diverting the attention to yourself.

That was when I started my 'emo' blog. Another blog which I wish no one will find it. If you found it, just keep it a secret. I feel happy with my life, because I can throw all rubbish negative feeling to that blog. After all negative things are gone, there will only positive things and life will be very promising to everyone. Even when something bad happen, it is easier to feel it is blessing in disguise. That is why I have so many rubbish bin photos in my hard disk.

P.S: I am not emo, I am just under the spell - dizzy spell.

Personal stuff

Let's get personal!

I just poo.

Oopsss! I guess no one wants to know this kind of personal stuff.

Someone just said I am choosy in choosing boyfriend.

I am open to criticism, but I laughed when I heard that I am choosy.

Let's analyse this choosy matter.

To be choosy, I have to have some choice to choose. Let's list down all my options..

1. An Nigerian man, whom I met in Dubai International Airport, asked for my email address, but refused by me.

2. An African who thinks I am interesting because I listen to Bob Marley songs.

3. Few Egyptian men who proposed to me.

4. A bus driver who wanted me to be his third wife.

5. A South African man who invited me to join him on his Bali vacation, He is around 55 years old. We met on plane.

6. A good guy (Malaysian), but we have nothing much in common, kind of ran out of topic after a while.

Will you make a choice out of the list?

Now you can tell me, am I really choosy?

2 faces

Law of attraction, the more you think of it, it will come to you.

Believe or not, it did came back.

However I don't like it.

Side effect from the trauma perhaps.

I wish it only stay in my dream.

Because reality hardly as sweet as dream.

A coin will always has two face, head or tail.

When there is bad, there is good too.

I have a chance to meet the changing corner of my life.

My prayer is answered.

I hope it will be the reality, and not a dream.

Life is as sweet as you want it to be. Just be positive.

Condolences to you, my friend

Hearing that my friend just lost his mother is making me sad too.

Didn't know how to comfort him. As frankly as I can be, I told him I do not how how to comfort him.

The only thing I can do is by not asking about the details.

If something bad happen to me, the last thing that I want is having thousands of question shoot towards me. 

Letting him know I am here if he wants to talk is the best thing I can do as a friend.

I won't say I understand how he felt, because I am not a liar. Only someone who lost their parents will understand how my friend is feeling now.

My friend, you can be sad, but don't be sad for too long. Your mother would want you to be happy.

Take care, my friend.

lalala

I want to write, so I lalalala

I want to sing, so I lalala

I want to think, so I shake my foot.

I want to eat, so I go to sleep.

Because no late supper for me.

Good night!

Slap Slap

How to publicly slap a friend? easy... write a post about her. hik hik hik (evil laugh).

My friend too 'minta puji.' She keep saying something to make me comfort her with some sweet words.

*sigh* I had detected this signs weeks ago. So I had stop praising her.

I know she reads my blog. This post is so evil.

I am so evil. Perhaps from reading too much dark story.

I think I am out of my mind today from being too happy. Because I saw land today around 9am. and my mind is full of food. I can removed my wallpaper tomorrow. FYI, my wallpaper of my laptop is a pic of wantan soup. oh Laksa... oh wantan soup.. oh mee kolok.. oh hongan soup telur.... porridge.... I miss Miri food. Mummy, I am coming home!!

written by Nomi

on 16 Jan 2010

Stress

Stress is like a ever-ready-to-erupt volcano.

Better put on the sign of warning when the volcano is going to burst.

Lava and hot fume is inhuman, and will consume anything blocking the way.

Where is my choc?!!!!

Isolation

Grassy patch spotted at Atlantic Ocean 0n 27 Dec 09

Sometimes it really feels isolation is the best way to run away from trouble.

Although none of the trouble is related to it, nor happened to it.

However the sound of trouble keep reaching towards it.

It really none of it's business.

It helped a lot of people. giving advice generously.

Now it feels like it had been used by them.

If it isolate itself, it will be like the patch of grassy patch, drifting to nowhere.

Nothing will be able to reach it.

Nothing as in others' business.

It still can't understand why someone want to relay a message through it.

It said it does not care, as it is not it's business.

How can something be so depressing to it, when the something is not it's problem?

It is happy till the something irritated it.
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However if it didn't get any news from the world outside, will it become a cavewoman??
Super outdated with whatever happen?

Hence it prefer to be troubled by news, than no news.
At least it makes feel it's root still existing.

written by it

4 Jan 2010

Nana have something to say

Nana hates farewell....

Nana is coming back, sooooo Nana do not like farewell thing...

It makes Nana emotional...

Nana is emotional enough, so she does not need additional emotional stuff....

Can I cry now??

Why?

Why married life changed you?

Does the life killed your lively character and turn you into country pumpkin?

Haizzz.... we all sigh for you...

What really happened????

You are still our family member even after you got married......

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Married ex-male-colleague flirting with single lady is an Insult

Married ex-male-colleague flirting with single lady is not funny at all.

Inviting single lady to join him for a vacation is not funny at all.

It only makes that single lady thinks you are not faithful to your wife.

And also makes her thinks that she gave you an impression of a cheap and easy lady.

Do not ever let me meet you in real life again!

I feel pitiful for your wife!

You are a disgrace to male humans!

Telling me that you are coming to Malaysia for beach, drinks, and women is very disrespect to Malaysian women!

I hope that Malaysia tourism did not gave out such an impression of Malaysia.

If you are refering to Orang Utan as Malaysian women, it is still unforgivable!

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Sick on weekend~~~~

The worst thing that can happen on weekend is getting sick.

When I get sick, I need to rest.

If I don't get enough rest, I will sick for more than 1 week.

I have to refrain myself from going out.

Today is Saturday, planned to have a photo shoot session this afternoon.

But too sick to go, I need to sleep.

It is enough sleep on weekdays, now I have to sleep on weekend. How enjoyable it is~~~~ (sarcastic mode).

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Have license also can masuk longkang....

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Have license also can masuk longkang....

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Driving kungfu tak sampai rumah punya....

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Trying to make stupid short cut is not recommended....

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It is actually lucky in disguise. If not masuk longkang, I will got hit by other car!!!

If got hit, the outcome may not only involve the car, maybe my life will be at risk!

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Emptiness....

When I was working, everyday I had a goal. Everyday I work that I can go on leave. Everyday I count I count the days left before I can be home.

When I am on leave, I achieve my goal that is to be at home.

Suddenly I felt so empty......

Is it because I get what I wanted, and suddenly out of objective?

Will it happen when I found someone I love and I had him?

Will I find my life is full of emptiness after I get what I want?

What is satisfaction?

Is emptiness the outcome of being satisfied?

Should we set an unrealistic goal? So we will always have a goal to chase and will not be satisfied, thus no emptiness......

Only the Lord Jesus Christ is my satisfaction!

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excited

I felt like I just got a new toy.

I just get a new gadget for my blog, a flag counter.

ee.. so excited.... see so many numbers going up... see so many flags....eee

so many numbers....

weeeeee...

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S.T.A.L.K.E.R

This post is not about any S.T.A.L.K.E.R game.

It is about me and MEEEE.

I spent too much time googling and reading rubbish online!

I always find information related to my friends.

It makes me feel like I had become a stalker. I didn't go find it purposely....

I just found it...

Don't blame me..

Blame on google...

I want to hide in rabbit hole, so I won't find anymore information. Unless you are the rabbit living in that rabbit hole!

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... me photo.... me choc...

I am sulking now....

I found out that I do not like people to post my photo without my permission....

From now on, I will put my name on every photo I post online...

It is so uncool to post photo without the owner's permission on their site....

At least give some credit to the owner if really wanted to post it!

Sulking BIG!!!

I better eat more choc now before I BLAST!

......as if bloated is better than blasted.......

I am not in my sound mind... as you see... not much choc left for my screwed mind.........

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