Jan 27, 2015

How to say it

How to tell about awkward but not to offend?

Jan 24, 2015

Laugh Out Loud LOL

Since a while that I am able to laugh freely. Without feeling fear that my laugh may offend someone. I just do not care anymore.

It is so relaxing....!! Free like a bird!!!

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha 
He he he he he he he

Jan 17, 2015


You saw it as a chance. Then realised you end up in an abusive condition. Should you release yourself from the situation or bear up with it?

Surrounding people had accepted it for so long. Very long till it is becoming part of their life. Should you do the same?

Like many abused victim, you start to think 'is it your fault? Yes, it should be my fault and I deserve it.' When a kid break a plate, the kid deserve a hard beating and a good hard scold. The kid deserved to be embarrased in front of crowd. It is not abuse.

Do you think it can be considered as abused?

What about being ignored and treated as invisible? You may thought it is normal. Is it abusive when the victim feels neglected? You may thought it only happen in high school and domestic household, but is it so?

Where is the channel to express your feeling and protect yourself in adult world? It is too embarassing. Who will believe it? You may tell someone and it may become a joke among your peers. Or being ignored because you are a small potato and does not deserve any corrective action. It is proved because many abused victim complained about it before and no action taken. Is it because they are small potato? And the abuser is big potato?

Aha! Now you might understand the meaning of politic! OIC! Oh I See!

Jan 5, 2015

New Year Inspiration


The title of the movie is not interesting at all. The content is unbelievable!!

There are many famous actor and actress in the movie. It is realistic and practical. 

Everyone has the same tool and ability. Why is that some people can excel by using the same medium? It is the Chance. When you are facing downhill of your life, it can be blessing in disguise. The Chance may be there and it is waiting for you to be brave to take it. Sometimes situation will force you to take the chance because you do not have any other choice. It can be the best thing happen in your life.

He never complains... 

Jan 4, 2015

2014 overview

It is 2015.

2014 was a mysterious year with dissapearing of plane (MH370), plane shot down at Ukraine (MH17), and plane crashed into java sea (QZ8501).

Personally, 2014 was a roller coaster year again. Quite similar with year 2012.

My grandfather was very sick. I found a good doctor for him. He recovered fast under much caring of family and from the medicines. I have to mention Tan Kok Sui Clinic (Kota Kinabalu) who is good in curing old age illness and cheap. It is very hard to find a good and patient doctor nowadays. Occasionally bring my grandpa for breakfast.

Birthday and company annual coincides in 2014. Experienced excited atmosphere due to fire breaking out near our hotel in Tawau. Was the emcee during annual dinner, and had great time talking and joking with the microphone. Received a teddy bear as present and get rice cooker for lucky draw. Loving it.

Tried a different investment this year. 

Chances keep coming without me asking. It is like elevator opening the door the moment you step in front of it. Even when i pressed close, it still open.

I had decided to sit there and gave up trying, then the call. Then i said No. Then i cried. Then i call. I waited waited for a month before i get a yes. This was around May-June.

Emotional and not easy to start a change. Learned a new skill - taichi. Soft is the best move to counter a hard attack. Speaking of taichi, drove over an safety island on my way to taichi less and my car survived it.

Then moved back in Aug. A big change........................... Then..... Then........

I become my best friend's bridesmaid, a last minute bridesmaid. I removed a mole. 

I am still cute :)